It becomes very special day to roam, but i prefer to stay back in my room. Its ugly to see the mess in ma room, but that looks natural and proves that you worked for a last whole week. Looking at those pair of sox's, formal cloths and Shoes, still doesn't desire to clear the mess, its like my own studio.
I am fed up of this, feels like open the wings from roof above this 18 storey and fly high! Far Inside me, there's me, secured in the building of dozens of feelings. On this day, that me comes up on the roof of ma heart! Breathe Easy, Now looks like i am in a new world. Take out everything from me at this moment, Let me have the 'me' to flow inside - Outside. This day is for only love and my Loneliness.
So sparkling the loveliness, scenes repeat inside - those moments when I was so so happy, paying tribute to that time with the uniqueness and aroma of the heart contributed by meditation of music and agility of feelings, 'Thanks' to the God. What a super special Loneliness and privacy where I am not Alone!
There's nothing good or bad about this - this moment is irrational to the daily move on. rather than drinking and smoking like other days, my feelings are enough to captivate me and bring the peace in the 'me' inside me...
"Well, I hope to see you smile, but I am always wrong, its a different melody but the same old song, yeah, I have been on the roads nearly all my life------"
