They and I…

Some wonderful moments are getting enriched in my life. I travel lot of places, I never get tired. My god gifts me those beautiful eyes and their goodwill. Of course, it is not necessary to define to be social giant to do this.

I go with untamed thinking; it did not come to me with my blood or genes. It stumbled upon many mistakes, learning from them. I learnt a lot in this process; I used to be very aggressive over issues in my life. I overburdened my confidence. It was something to do with self-respect, I know, challenged and weak.  It was weakness which resulted in over confidence. Then I committed highest level of possibilities given to me by my brain.

It continued, and I was gaged by people. Eventually I lost my way since I did not have any goal. Everything seemed to be finished for very long. I lost my pace to reach there, left far behind, alone! I could watch people achieving new levels every then. What I could do? Just push myself to little higher for survival, for existence. You can resemble this feeling to person locked for fifty years in darkness.

They were not with me even then. I didn’t want anybody then. I felt boycotted. It takes less time to understand your mistakes, but for realizing those takes some more and learning from them takes huge time. I paid that time to my destiny. When you are lost, you can actually open your eyes to see some other beautiful things of life. Love is one way to at least survive. It was also taken back.

If everything is taken back, it means you are challenged, and if you can win, who can stop you?

That time actually was acting as prevention on my mistaken behavior. I was treated by God and it happened ironically. Yeah man, I am not ordinary, not everyone can walk like me. It is easy to maintain flying level, but it required great up thrust to fly back..

Now they are with me, Love and success. So these things can come and go in your life, But one thing always remains is how you behave with your tough time…& That defines your ‘I’ character and strength to ‘They’ spectators..

To the almighty father..Thanks

Break in Journey

Clicked by me at 5:15 Morning in West Coast (Alibag)

I was thinking a lot over the title of this para and then I judged it correct. I was walking for past few years on my own. it ain't long, but no less. I am a man of mistake. I did many before I started walking,  I did after i accelarated. Then i got some time to inspect my journey..
I found it difficult to face off my downfalls, I did close my eyes for sometime to gain speed. I reached to some place, accepted as 'Bull's Eye' to this world. I was happy and then my anger and sorrows controlling me. i continued to walk and I loved this speed unless i was stopped upon by something...that little thing was love.
Experience dosent teach you, perhaps this might have been said by anyone who wanted to show off his experience. I dont have any experience. I just have a feeling of life. I always have believed in real feelings and they are spectacular.
Love is the way to eliminate that all which i never wanted. I was walking for without having noticed with a burdain which I never wanted to carry. I now started to make myself light.
Now, there's some meaning to what I am doing, now I control myself.
I can say, I am alone and I laugh in full peace....I do in direction where this selfless love takes me!
World plays it all, be its part and stay enganged, Stay Disolved!

Home

Home, Its getting far and far from my reach. Someday, I wish I could be there in my grandma's shadow.
I could be lucky to feel that love again..I want to have that innocence glittering in glimpse of happiness.
I can just close my eyes and travel back riding onto my nerves and flash back all frames of memories.

My love of Home is all about people and place of my own. I shared my best with them. My music, my loneliness, my privacy, my love..the most expensive things of my own. I could be happy everyday then, moreover, I felt it everyday and every moment. It was all very ordinary but very touching.

Home....Probably I have lost my shadow of childhood and teenage back there.
When I feel alone, I put my soil back in those crafts to mold myself, for some moments, I live again.
I rejuvenate my soil, after-all we all made of soil, then I don't forget any real once's. I had got my first lessons  there, I grown my roots there to stand like a tree today.  I lived a lot again...

One morning I wake up and wait for my best friend to go up for running, come back, backpack and go to school, Pray a lot for my country, for my religion and then start up with lectures of middle school, and then come back home....

I miss everything, I miss every special one from my life. I made them special and they do it to me every now and then. In the cycle of time, I have lost them, I cry for them whenever i get time, I remind them.

Its all about memories of people which are with you, it is immortal. Everyone of us should learn to forgive, One day, when we see back, we can only feel that this wheel of time had ran with great speed. Everyday we are growing older and we see our old memories becoming new in some and other form...

Feel happy for all your people..finally they are adding meaning to your presence and place..

There shall be someone to call you back to a place..
A Place ... Called

Home!

Inspiration.....

                 The migration is still going on. Seasons are changing continuously as earth and gravitation are directing them. Change is basic rule of nature. From Glaciers to Volcano, all are different behaviours of this almighty nature.  From the end of the land, watching towards the sun which is going down in this sphere, for rising in other sphere, is guiding for having rest.

                  Far away from the seashore, somewhere in the north, this night is braining about the change which is not related of being so beautiful. Its more about showing its enigmatic presence. There are many dead and alive inspirations which this Earth and Environment combinations brings to us.

                   The most fascinating of it is, its never old though repeating. Every form is repeating with a desire of uniqueness. So Special, this can be clearly appreciated in loneliness. With a very vivid vision, in accordance with the inner voice, inspirations are energies which are coming and going back in our lives. They are kept in a constant source which is reachable for all of us, all it asks for is, an eye to visualize! heart to feel !  The inspirations which are influenced by this eye or heart can never fade.

                      A true inspiration is a real father to a true love. Love, to anything is the most beautiful inspiration as it is actually a real child to inspiration. If you do it to someone, it would return to you. For one who receives an opportunity to feel this Love, is really lucky. Storms and sea waves are ancients lovers who never had substantially did with each other, but awfully they reach to each other again and again ..and again.

                       This migration is never ending, this is a joy beyond sorrows. It will repeat magnetically again and again. So do my love shall never end. if it never ends, means it goes on....and on...till my heart is directing veins to supply blood to my brain and thereafter even! Amen!

Another day without your smile

This day of February, Sunday, brings holiday in the busy life of mine. This day is a bridge of last week's hard work and new week's preparation. Outta 24 hours in a day, I spend 15 in office and rest 9 in the settlement.

It becomes very special day to roam, but i prefer to stay back in my room. Its ugly to see the mess in ma room, but that looks natural and proves that you worked for a last whole week. Looking at those pair of sox's, formal cloths and Shoes, still doesn't desire to clear the mess, its like my own studio.

I am fed up of this, feels like open the wings from roof above this 18 storey and fly high! Far Inside me, there's me, secured in the building of dozens of feelings. On this day, that me comes up on the roof of ma heart! Breathe Easy, Now looks like i am in a new world. Take out everything from me at this moment, Let me have the 'me' to flow inside - Outside. This day is for only love and my Loneliness.
So sparkling the loveliness, scenes repeat inside - those moments when I was so so happy, paying tribute to that time with the uniqueness and aroma of the heart contributed by meditation of music and agility of feelings, 'Thanks' to the God. What a super special Loneliness and privacy where I am not Alone!
There's nothing good or bad about this - this moment is irrational to the daily move on. rather than drinking and smoking like other days, my feelings are enough to captivate me and bring the peace in the 'me' inside me...

"Well, I hope to see you smile, but I am always wrong, its a different melody but the same old song, yeah, I have been on the roads nearly all my life------"