The Tranquility

It's really been a while to talk about me, by me. I am steady, rather trying to be in the storms of desires. The thread is way of the journey and the pace is quite slow which is making the balance quite tougher. In turn, taking my tests to tranquilize me and my experiences on this fragile thread.

Dramatically, the directional blows from all sides are pushing me to fall down, but other side prayers and blessings are helping me to carry on. Sounds very tough! Its a story, which is not common.

The turbulence I am facing, is the learning of life. It is something which doesn't kill me and makes me stronger.  I am growing and growing brings symptoms which needs to be tackled with experience.
That is why we called ourselves as "Grown Ups". The face offs gives you learning which has to be seen with microscopic aptitude. This phase is not quite and cannot be justified.

There are some points where i can realize that my control is loosing, and I fight back to restore it, and yes I do not win everyday. then I make a promise and I do it again. This cycle is very frustrating, and want to get over it. Probably, its very easy and I am making it difficult being not understood. Probably I am taking it foolishly. Yes! I have challenges and those have to be faced, its for me and only I can do it as it is within me.

Lets make a logical positive move towards life! I promise again!

In God we trust, till we do not have answers to every questions, and this is why god doesn't answer all of them. He gifts the wisdom to us. Its on us to use the wisdom and fine sense of judgement to find the answers. That is why we are humans! I know this all sounds very complex, but it has to be noted somewhere, May be it can help others as well.

Rest life is melody and its moving on swiftly with some amazing gifts by the God in very recent future. Love and Peace!

The Promise of Jatin Da!

"Khushbu banke mehka karenge hum lehlahati en faslo me,
saas banke hum gunguaenge aane wale har naslo me"

Wow! Just before the pre-eve of Independence of Our Great subcontinent, I had a thought to express my thoughts. Ya, in these 70 years, We have moved from Bhagat Singh to Chetan Bhagat.

Where the hell our senses have lost? I feel pity for our youth, We have ancestors like Bhagat singh! Do we really have ?

What a wonderful group that was! Chndarashekhar Azad, Bhagat Singh, Batukeshwar Dutta, Jatin Das, Sukhdev, Rajguru (Vir Maratha, Shivaji ka Bachcha), Dr, Baliram Hedgewar (Founder of RSS), Kamalnath Tiwari, JaiPrasad, Vijaylal Sinha and many more who were not hungry for their name to be mentioned in History!

They were all in early 20's or 30's, extremely talented and politically well versed. Died with an amazing, fortunate and just awesome death, a death for the country, a death for millions of people, a death for the principles, a death for being true with the ultimate truth.

Feel really sad, look at ourself today! How "Majboor" are we? For Money, For Secondary citizen status in some foolish white country, We have adopted everything just to foreign fantasies.  Just Imagine! What Chandrashekhar Azad might have thought before hitting that last bullet in his head on his own, What an admiration? He wanted to die free, He died free! Azad! Pandit Azad! Vande Mataram! and today, look at us, we have sold our confidence, our identity, everything sells for money today!

For Bhagat Singh, Who when asked by his mother that dont you ever think about me before you die ? What that great soldies answered to his mother was awesome, "Whenever i thought about my motherland, I though about you mother!" "Inqualab Zindabad"

Our youth today do not even have daring to show what they have in their heart! are we so frightened to ourselves?  Where the hell our courage is lost ? Why the hell jealousy is increasing our fears ? Why we cant understand that we are cowards? Why cant we stand up for something we are proud of ? Just because traditional motivations directing us to be with Fear ?

You should really be proud if you can stand up for something which is wrong, You are really lucky, if you have a courage to fight for it! Those guys faught for us, for everyone of us, cant we have a heart to fight for the real us!

Today's youth is just not 10 percent of what these guys were, they left their home, they left their people, they left their legacies for today's India, and see where are we heading today? We don't even have guts to stand for righteousness! My Lord, Thankfully, I am not one of them.

Never be slave to anyone, not your father, not your mother, not your wife, not yourself! Be Free, Die Free! Leave the lust, Live the life!

Before Concluding, the readers might be thinking, where the hell he has mentioned about "The Promise of Jatin Da!" - It was the conclusion, Jatin Das had promised Bhagat Singh and he had completed his promise by not eating for 63 days straight without water, in this conquest, Jatin Da died!

See the level of Promise he committed with his friends! These people have chose their destiny to death than surrendering, standing up to the cause, commitment, love and staying together till the last breath!

We are not lucky to live like them, but we can show our promise in our to our people, Show courage for the righteousness! That's what has to be learnt!

Be a Man! Be a man's Son!

"Be Independent, Inquilab Zindabad" 

                                                              Wonders of the Wonderland

These days I am roaming around places. Many of them, around me. blessed with beautiful wheels and ability to direct and drive them, takes me wherever I wish to go. I am fascinated with this obsession, I have always given supreme importance to originality. This is something which takes you out from the crowd. The romance of travel is like that vintage claret.

Travel is very much similar to love. That first love which you feel with your mother, daughter or the one who is your companion for life. Perhaps life dose not give this chance to everyone and anyone to readily realize things which make you happy. The more you breathe, the lighter you become. To rejuvenate your body, first all  we need is reanimate our heart. This way you can answer so many questions to yourself. In this state, hardly anything outside of you, can come inside you. Symptoms are beautiful, believe me, like you can start forgiving the harshest pains in your life.

The Journeys are the most wonderful wonders of this world. I have been walking and now I want to speed up. I have passed my sorrows, rather I have conquered them. Superbly, My life is becoming flawless. I have given up things which do not make me happy. The negative motives cannot control me.

I wish to carry on this expedition even further, I wish to feel this happiness forever. This preoccupation of my brain should remain forever. I have so much to say, probably coming here often is better idea. Stimulated ! Till my further thought post!

Stories to Tell!

                            This part of my life is more than me. Its larger, I can feel myself. I can guide, I can aim with precision. Perfect! There's a wonderful feeling called gratitude, in everything I do, I have it.

                            I have mentioned in my earlier blog pieces, everything comes from within, very much fresh and alive. I always had this question in my mind, why do I have this much attitude in me  ? Why I cant be just another guy ? Why I am very choosy ? like a balance sheet have chart of accounts, I also have many in my life's sheet. Right now I am busy to add all the accounts in assets till I am young. Whole my life, I lived like traveler, I am never stable.

                            My love is destination. Tours always get older, but destination is inevitable. Every place speaks about its history, its well being, its sadness, its glory, its downfall.. but there is no end to any place. People come and go, what they leave behind is their stories of presence. Like just another guy, I was unable to link these story pieces of my travelling addiction and personality. slowly, I am understanding the purpose of all those stories..it is all in between lines.!

                            I start and end to a place which I like, I move on after understanding everything about that place. The next destination is randomly chosen, I have stories to tell about the last one. Every time its new. This addiction is wonderful. Its free.

                            You should have stories to tell, I am collecting my part!

                             Very Very Inspiring, Soon to be back to my port! Will be back with another story.
                            

This seems to be moving on now. Life is like slow symphony, it plays on swiftly in background. I am nodding my head with its tune. Babe! Do you like this rhythm ? Yes, Of Course!

This car has taken its speed, its no fast nor slow either. With its speed, I can see the moving tress outside,  My accelerator is relax and Speedometer is constant. I don't want to take halt anywhere. My Partner is with me, My memories are there, Love is in the air!

Life is beautiful, It really is! Believe me, Stay Blessed and Stay Happy!

They and I…

Some wonderful moments are getting enriched in my life. I travel lot of places, I never get tired. My god gifts me those beautiful eyes and their goodwill. Of course, it is not necessary to define to be social giant to do this.

I go with untamed thinking; it did not come to me with my blood or genes. It stumbled upon many mistakes, learning from them. I learnt a lot in this process; I used to be very aggressive over issues in my life. I overburdened my confidence. It was something to do with self-respect, I know, challenged and weak.  It was weakness which resulted in over confidence. Then I committed highest level of possibilities given to me by my brain.

It continued, and I was gaged by people. Eventually I lost my way since I did not have any goal. Everything seemed to be finished for very long. I lost my pace to reach there, left far behind, alone! I could watch people achieving new levels every then. What I could do? Just push myself to little higher for survival, for existence. You can resemble this feeling to person locked for fifty years in darkness.

They were not with me even then. I didn’t want anybody then. I felt boycotted. It takes less time to understand your mistakes, but for realizing those takes some more and learning from them takes huge time. I paid that time to my destiny. When you are lost, you can actually open your eyes to see some other beautiful things of life. Love is one way to at least survive. It was also taken back.

If everything is taken back, it means you are challenged, and if you can win, who can stop you?

That time actually was acting as prevention on my mistaken behavior. I was treated by God and it happened ironically. Yeah man, I am not ordinary, not everyone can walk like me. It is easy to maintain flying level, but it required great up thrust to fly back..

Now they are with me, Love and success. So these things can come and go in your life, But one thing always remains is how you behave with your tough time…& That defines your ‘I’ character and strength to ‘They’ spectators..

To the almighty father..Thanks

Break in Journey

Clicked by me at 5:15 Morning in West Coast (Alibag)

I was thinking a lot over the title of this para and then I judged it correct. I was walking for past few years on my own. it ain't long, but no less. I am a man of mistake. I did many before I started walking,  I did after i accelarated. Then i got some time to inspect my journey..
I found it difficult to face off my downfalls, I did close my eyes for sometime to gain speed. I reached to some place, accepted as 'Bull's Eye' to this world. I was happy and then my anger and sorrows controlling me. i continued to walk and I loved this speed unless i was stopped upon by something...that little thing was love.
Experience dosent teach you, perhaps this might have been said by anyone who wanted to show off his experience. I dont have any experience. I just have a feeling of life. I always have believed in real feelings and they are spectacular.
Love is the way to eliminate that all which i never wanted. I was walking for without having noticed with a burdain which I never wanted to carry. I now started to make myself light.
Now, there's some meaning to what I am doing, now I control myself.
I can say, I am alone and I laugh in full peace....I do in direction where this selfless love takes me!
World plays it all, be its part and stay enganged, Stay Disolved!